kelime anlamı 'anlamsız' olan
pain of salvation şarkısı.
i still smell of sweat
still the scent of my giving in
tried to feel regret
but i wanted to stay on my skin.
i still fantasize
close my eyes to the wrong again
still those "fuck me" eyes
as i'm licking the palm of my hand.
how the hell am i supposed to keep myself
when you are so damn far away
and everything feels meaningless and i am not mine.
i still smell of sex
still her taste on my fingertips
try to feel remorse
but it's hard with her wet on my lips.
i need something of my own
something with a locked door.
a room just for me alone
something that i can control.
i need something of my own
i need something cutting to the bone
i need something that is mine
if that must be guilt then fine.
i wanted something nice and fine
this guilt is a hole but it's mine.
i wanted something nice
this guilt is a hole but it's mine.